Never Mind

This life is an interesting one.
A lot if things have happened since I last posted.
Life changing things. No, really. Life changing things.
January 17th. I got surgery.
February 1st. I finished my 4th round chemo.
February 2nd-17th. I'm at home.
My birthday is coming up and I can't wait.
So, this whole cancer thing is shitty as hell. I don't have any hair. I lost weight. I have a 'battle' scar from surgery. Part of my gut is sticking out my tummy. (Long story. Not going in to detail about that!!)
I don't want you to feel sorry for me. I want you to encourage me to keep going. Just to be there when I need you. You can feel bad for me, just don't show it. Because that's that gonna help me feel any better. I need people to be strong with me because for me, that is the only way that we are all going to fight this battle together.
Yes, cancer sucks. I know that but I have to deal with that and I am. I have a team of unbelievable doctors. They are working hard. I am working hard.
People die from cancer. But people also survive. Cancer survivors are the people that inspire me and those are my hero. Sure, I also admire Harry Potter but he has cheated death so many times, I don't even know what to think any more. (He does have a wand...)
I can survive this.